Friday, August 15, 2003

To A Visionary

I am glum. My child - who thinks she is some kind of quasi-adult with a life of her own and a bright future ahead apart from her parents but to me is just the baby who gurgled up at me while lying on a pillow on my lap as I rocked her to sleep - is returning to college tomorrow. I don't know what it is about daughters; someone might articulate it one day but I doubt it. Sons are different; I know; I was one. But her impending departure put me in mind of earlier this year, not long after Christmas vacation, January I think. I was missing her and sat down to write a letter but found this instead:

                    To a Visionary

                 A father's eye strains to see
The form of his living avatar
Of body and mind in unity,
And hides within his heart a scar:
"What is life to you is loss to me."
So let him wonder where you are -
Bookbound at university?
Or lost in some youthful reverie
Of the future, near and far?
A dream, perhaps, of what you hope to be?
In those quiet depths, those moments alone,
Why is it you strive so hard to see
The shape of things that cannot be known?

                 Rather, take the stage, tell me a story,
Let the music and motion begin;
Craft with your arms a simile
Of a heart possessed to gather us in.
Let the pirouette accentuate,
Your eyes our pain and passion show
As staccato toes punctuate,
The tale told, your body the pen -
That we might forget we have need to know
All tales are born of sorrow and sin.

                 To memorialize is art's desire,
Reducing poets to a feeble verse
Upon flashing legs that ingite a fire
To freeze the moment, lift Adam's curse.
We who watch your figure sway -
White wraith by a deep-sea current blown -
Rest in the moment, content with the day,
Slaves to a beauty we cannot own.
We once, like you, loved reverie,
Dreamed of the future near and far,
Surprised by what we came to be,
What we wished for, what we are.
In quiet musings, those moments alone,
It is now you we strive to see,
Captives still to the mystery
Of the shape of things that cannot be known.




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